The fact which is real enough to prove-less .

Hey guys. I purposely blog for nothing. but I just feel to blog. saycheese.
As the image showed, Im so depressed. haha, not really but I did.
FYI, my mid-year term exam results are suck till max. I have no one, nothing to blame except myself. I, myself did the suck result. I was lazy to read books before exam. Hell dont really know what's going on that few days. What is going on there can be described in one word: terrible. Historical subject is my weak point, I hate history. I dont like to memorizing, all those historical items are terror pieces! Followed by Chinese subject. My Chinese sucx. I cant manage to wrote out one complete perfect ideal flawless essay. Understanding of Chinese words are also weak. Hope that I may improve my both these subjects. X)

I love eating horribly. On the other side, the pieces I most scare of is FAT. I can never let FAT to be tucked into my dictionary! Never ever happened please omfg. Plus, Im not tall but short, my hips are big toooo, so please dont make my size looks like fatty bom bommm, fatty round bottomed chick. That's terrible horrible vegetable nightmare! I dont want this to happen! >< So yeah, as conclusion, Im on diet.

Looks, guess who? Jb and Selena. Ahah. Shud I cry? :D Nopeee. Gonna kill Selena? Nopeee. *think too muchhhy* 

I acted like contradictory lately. Was not sure which should be the path I walk on. and sometimes, even, I do thing think-less, end up trouble comes. So called exam stress? hah. When parents ask about my results, I choose not to tell them. it's not because I failed or get worst, dislike after telling them, they like to compared with other's children. that's the point I really feeling annoying. They never feel respect me even, thus they did hurt my glass of heart, like seriously, I believe this happening all around the world, not barely happened on me. PARENT, BE RESPECT US. I sometimes tears rolling in my sight, and they would not know. *sighhh* well maybe this is what we so-called modern parent with the attitude of 'kia su'.

Leaving aside both these topics, Conflict of Love. ahah! It digs your's curiosity right yeah? naughty. C: 

This is what I thought of, felt of, honestly. Guess you wouldn't be knowing who is him. But just some one very special pieces. After reading the image, common-sense should come over your mind, that's this really maybe someone used to break my heart? aha! GOT CHA! This issue really matter me lots. I have no idea for the word of 'love'. lost my mind. Have no any definition explain for 'love' this expression. =/

Im tired. tired of soul. tired of something. tired of loads that are on me. feel of giving up everything and start all over as like normal. Sometimes my mind came with changing. But i feel like I cant give up the present statuses. I care for everything. hah~!

That's all. End post with my little ss image. Love yea.♥

xoxo,

shyaneps